There are some dreams I think I can live without... My dream last night I think was more about health problems, stubbornness and trust... I know that may come as a complete surprise to some that I am stubborn... But I have my moments and I think alot more of them lately... But last nights dream was about how I decided I was going to go on a walk about and just go wherever my feet took me... With the way my muscles are, that wouldn't be very far... It wasn't that way in my dream at the beginning... But as the dream continued it seemed more like a spiritual battle and the health took the back seat kinda...
As I was walking along, I got a ride from someone I thought I knew, but there was something dark about this person... As time continued on, I became more distant in understanding things and knowing what things were and who people were... It was almost like this person or thing convinced me that those that I should be around were those I should distance myself from... I know it's weird, but it is what it is... Then this weird thing happened and not sure who the person or whatever it was told me and somehow got me to where my church is at... For some strange reason I was fighting the whole idea of going into the church and was wanting to get out of there as fast as possible... But it was like I was trapped and there was no way out... Like I said before, kinda weird I know... Then this higher up voice and image or something appeared and told me this is where I need to be and to trust... Hmmmm... At that point this other negative person or image was telling me I was being deceived... By now I am totally confused by what he said... Not sure what that was, but it caught my attention... I don't remember what he/it said... I do know that he/it said "Don't Trust Them"... I say it because I didn't see anything, just heard... I got the idea that that voice did not have my best interest in mind... I could tell that by the tone of the voice... Something wasn't right with it... Just as I was waking a few people from my church was at the church where I couldn't leave and then the alarm goes off and the only voice that was left in my head at that time was "Trust".... My thought is "Trust Who?" The reason why I say the word trust is hard is because there are alot of people you think you can trust and then it bites ya in the hinney... This person in my dream that I thought I could trust I have known her since I got really sick and has been very helpful... But it seems like there has been alot of chaos going on and too much being said, when little should have been said... I know we all make mistakes, and I have more than my share of those mistakes... Not sure why this person would be the person for me to be careful of... I am thinking maybe that is not actual... She has a good heart and has been there... Not sure what to think on that part of the dream... Don't take it personal (L), I am sure it is nothing...
Lately there has been alot of things happening and maybe those things are playing out in my dreams... Not sure I like dreams like this one, they make me over think even more than usual... And then the word "trust" is a hard word or thing to do... My thought is that is the message of my dream to trust, run, be careful or is it just another dream... I have been having alot of thoughts lately on how Satan is all around and has a way of destroying... Maybe that's why I had this dream or like I said, it was just another dream... I think alot of what bothered me about this dream is that I don't appreciate not knowing what is going on... But worse, I don't like things were evil shows up in my dreams... But then maybe God was telling me to be careful... I have been having issues with praying lately and last night I just asked God for a sign to show me what is real and not real... Maybe this was his answer and who to trust, or like I said ,it was just a dream...
So, is it just a dream or ??? Maybe it was a nightmare... Not sure
