Today started off with what going to be a tiring day for both thinking and feeling good... Craig is home from the hospital now... I am sure he is happy about that... I went up to get him around 10 and he was ready to break free... I have to say that he is a better patient than I am... He is a patient patient and I am quite the opposite... I would have had my IV's out and I would be headed out the door with little notice... I have this way of not sleeping in the hospital... First you have people coming in at horrible times... At home I would have thrown a shoe at someone if they did that all day and night... Not only do they come in and out, they wake you up once you finally get to sleep after all the commotion, blood tests at 5 am, blood pressure, temp and all the fun stuff at all shift changes and all night long... I begin to get very irritable after a day or two... But Craig handled it like a champ and was even able to stay put in bed... I won't get into that whole thing when it comes to me...I am easier to get along with when I'm not in the hospital because I can get sleep that way... I understand there are times it is needed... But what good is there going in if you can't sleep... And then I get very grumpy and hard to handle because I am on overdrive and sleep deprived... Although there are times, and I am hoping I am not alone when you just don't feel like dealing with it all...
After I dropped Craig off at home, I went to meet a lady from church and we had a discussion over things and just a catch up thing... She gave me a few things to think about, now if I can remember what I was suppose to think about, I would be all the better...
I went to my Drs and got a test.... Found out one of the things they wanted to do they can't do for a number of reasons... I wasn't too unhappy about that since I am tired of all the stuff going on... I did find out my potassium is still way low and not sure what they are going to do about that one... I guess we will have to wait and see... But I am very tired and ready for a nap... I may or may not write more later...
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So glad Craig is home and doing better. We talked tonight.
Tonight has been a night for thinking. Thinking of the past,the present, and future.
Trying to sort out feelings that I'm not sure I should have. Have gotten hurt too much in my life.
Not sure I'll find an answer very soon. Or maybe it will all end before it actually begins.
So I wonder why? Don't I deserve to be happy too? Not really feeling bad, just confused. I was so strong and then I let my guard down and gave into feelings. That can be dangerous.
But what can you do? Not much sometimes.
Hi there Sue.... I know you have been having alot of things going on and of course you deserve to be happy too... Maybe God is putting these things on your heart for a reason :) I am a person that is ruled by feelings... Not sure if it is a good or bad thing on most days...
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