Thursday, July 7, 2011
Stupidity and Choices
I'm not really talking about the choices we make and then later find out that it was a bad one... I am thinking about the ones that I know are bad and think it will have a different outcome... For instance, there is one place I like to go to... It is very pretty but I know when I go there that I will not be in the best of moods or thinking as I should be... Now if I go there and think there will be a different outcome when each time in the past I went, it was always the same, wouldn't you think I would smarten up a little bit... I would think so, but nope, I guess I am not programmed that way...
So now I wonder why it is that I make bad choices or stupid choices is a better way to put that... I wonder if during this particular time in my life it feels like the right thing to do. I don't have the power to see what the outcome would be, that is unless it is something I have tried to do in the past and now I want to give it another whirl...
I have a number of my own stupid things I do and I guess I am like Sebastian in many ways... I keep trying and thinking it will work out and I know the outcome, but I still try... You would think I would have learned from past experiences, but nope... I still try to get that big red bat to work and eventually I am going to kill myself with it... It's like when I am faced with a decisions or choice, I know the right choice- but I make the wrong one again... Even though it never turns out right, wonder why it is that I still do it? Hmmmm, I guess this is just one of those things only I would know the answer too... Or maybe not!
I have a few friends and family that knows I am not always on top of the thinking chain... They know I make alot of mistakes and make bad choices... Some are reversible and others may not be... Then I think about some choices can have a huge impact on others and are not pleasing to God... I have always wondered if God takes my stupid actions or thoughts into account... It's like when you keep thinking on one particular thing over and over again and that consumes your time... It's like, OK, I just need to do it and get it done and over with and then all the sudden God comes to mind... I am guessing that would mean that would not be a good choice or decisions... And I know that God watches and knows all things that we have done, are doing and are going to do... So it;s like EEEEks when you think about God watching us or I think about God watching me... I am sure as God is watching me He is thinking "just how many more times are we going to try this your way... "
Posted by Sandie at Thursday, July 07, 2011