What Can I Say?

I'm suppose to have a Dr's appointment today and I am pretty sure I won't be making it there for a few reasons. Yesterday afternoon I was sure I would, but that has changed... Chuck is taking my van into town and I just don't want to ask anyone to drive 25 miles to where my house is and then have to drive me back again... Chuck has to have the van looked at since it is having tranny problems and when you are talking a Ford Windstar you are talking alot of money... Last week Craig came up here three times at least and that was nice of him, but I felt bad... Jessica goes to school tomorrow, so that is out of the questions... I can officially say it sucks when your car is having problems... But I am working on a solution, at least I am thinking or hoping I am...

Other than that, my muscles are having alot of issues and having one of my not so great nights that may run way into a two day thing... I am hoping it doesn't... I try to do without some of my meds till I have no other choice and then I do what  I know I shouldn't... I wait till it is so bad and then it takes more medicines to help and it takes longer... Normally when I loose my balance I do that on my right side, was kinda weird when it happened on my left side... Oh well, I guess it is what it is...

I hope I wake up early enough to call the Dr guy and tell him I won't be in... Chuck did tell me I could hitch up the horses and go in by horse and buggy... I wonder if he was smokin something he shouldn't be, lol... I might have to tell his boss to drug test him, lol... I know he would pass, since he doesn't drink or smoke... But I do think he is thinking on the line of stupid :)... Oh well... I am signing off of here while I am still able to go to my bed otherwise I will pass out right here at my computer and will wake up with letters all over my forehead... That would not be a good day...