Showing posts with label sick mind. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sick mind. Show all posts

Monday, February 23, 2009

Just Shoot Me and Run Me Over With a Truck...

I feel like doo doo and it just doesn't seem to get any better. My daughter Jessica and JJ got here last week and from a few days before, I have been sick. What is up with that. There was a couple of days when things were ok.

Not only was I sick, Jessica, JJ and my other daughter Rebechia and the boys are sick. Craig has been sick, but he had to have a stint put in his heart last week. So it has been one of those weeks to say the least. I am ready for new and exciting things to happen and for the fun to begin.

On a good note, Jessica and JJ are feeling better. They tire me out... She can go and go and go and I'm like, just shoot me right now, lol. I hope that everyone else is feeling better and that the flu has bypassed them.

Jessica is having a pampered chef party here at my house tomorrow night. Which should be interesting. If I am sick, I will stay in the room and get some rest. Even though that will be hard when so many friends are coming over.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Tired and Not Feeling Good

Chuck and I went out to dinner tonight, and it has proven to be a very long day. I was at the hospital till around 4 or 5. My brother in law is there right now and being observed. So we will see how that goes. I have been sick for a week or more. I just hope I get to feeling better. Its a good thing there is alot of medicine that I can take and do take. I just want to feel better when Jessica gets here tomorrow. Plus I have to drive to Vegas to get her and to go to my Drs appointment tomorrow morning as well. So I will see how that goes.

I want to feel better too so I can go to Golds Gym. It is no fun doing things over there when you don't feel good. I kinda of have the attitude of "JUST SHOOT ME". But I know I will feel better soon, if not I will have to fake it :)

I am looking for baby blankets and crib sheets if anyone has any. Chuck has been helping baby proof the draws in the kitchen. We sure don't want JJ getting hurt or getting into something he shouldn't. You know how kids are. You just never know what they will do next.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Seeing things two different ways...

I just read a book about this guy who obviously has alot of mental issues. It is a self written book. Usually I don't read documentaries. But a friend of mine told me to read this to see what I thought. I 'm not even going to mention the name of the book on here because it is just sick and wrong and I don't want people reading complete garbage. Every now and then I will read a book about something out of the ordinary and I like to read about how the mind works.

What I found interesting and sad is to think we all have known someone like this. And how everything is everyone else's fault. He refers to people at being off upstairs and such. But in reading his words it would remind me of something a narcissistic person would write. Now granted it is about the author and his life. I just don't get how one person can remember it one way and many others remember it another way. Maybe that is how we all are in some way because we see things from our perspective, but can't see or understand how a mind works in another person.

It is obvious from this book that he problems and not all the people that he is blaming for his problem/problems. It reminds me of something that Jeffrey Dalmer would write. In his mind he see's things one way, but the reality is far from that. I wonder if one day this person is going to do something stupid and then this book is gonna bite him in the hinney.

I do feel sorry for people like this though. That they live in such a delusional world, they can't see what is real and that they can be great people if they seek help in some way.

I think I will stick to books like the Left Behind Series, lol. Atleast with that, you know what is going to happen and we know or I know that Christ is coming again.

I pray for people who feel they have to live with mental illness and not get help or can't see they have issues. There is nothing wrong with having a mental illness. But there is if you aren't willing to seek help for it. I don't know the author of this book and he will probably never read what I wrote. But I hope someone close to him lets him know that he needs help before its too late.